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>Thrusting waves against the shore

> Today I’ll write a mountain underneath the sand and put there all the little people who fight throughout my land Today I’ll sing an ocean out into the stars and swim beyond the horizon who stretches away the scars Today I’ll dance a fire with these very feet and refresh every flickering flame that [...]

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>Last Night I Didn’t Dance

>Profound sadness seeps into everything I see, spotted with dots of happiness- faint, but piercing.Bright stars coldly seen and burning hot, so far away.I’m waiting for myself to come back to me and I wish I could dance with the multitudinous masses.My feet stuck firm to the ground and I’m paralyzed by tears falling in [...]

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>Slipping

> Slipping, slipping, slipping away I’ve felt it for months now that gradual fade, “the end is nigh.” Slowly, softly, slipping away. Hope fades as hot memories sting my cheeks and burrow down deeper than I knew. There’s a chasm inside wherein I hurl dead parts of myself to churn into something new and real. [...]

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>Farewell, AlTab

>My brother and sister who are not my relatives have left me. AlTab has moved to San Fransisco (That is Alain and Tabitha, they are a couple and I call them AlTab because Alain is a Ruby on Rails programming geek). Alain and I are like two little peas in a supernova, I say supernova [...]

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>How Things are Sometimes Better

>Yesterday was GOOOOD!I cleaned. Usually the cleaning brings me down, not so much fun. But it was great yesterday. I had friends over, visiting and also working on little projects while I was bustin’ my butt. I had lovely conversations, tasty food and space! The space I have now where there was no room before [...]

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> Awhile ago I took this picture of a chalk drawing on the sidewalk. I liked it because it reminded me of a pretend television set. Did you ever pretend to watch tv as a child? I did, mostly when I was out and about at rainbow gatherings or somehow else out in the wilderness. [...]

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>holiday.blooze

> I’m trying to find the perfect synonym for the winter blues, those holiday wipe-outs that leave you feeling like you should be tied and bound, locked up with all the other Christmas Loonies in straight-jackets lamenting and cursing their Hallmark generation. It’s not that I’m trying to find meaning in the Holidays, I know [...]

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>Oh the Religious Dogma Drama!

> So, my friend started this facebook group called, the Church of Universal love. I’m not so keen on the Church thing, but I do love me some universal love! My name (not botticellibelle, the real one) is sanskrit for “eternal love,” so it seems to be right up my alley. Now, I’m not saying [...]

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